There is a suspension of time and space. A swell of energy arises in me that is so forceful that no words can describe it. Swirls of color composed of meticulous geometric designs wash over, around and in me, exploding into radiant golden light. A primordial power of love encompasses me. All concepts of life previously held seem absurd.
There is an endless outflow of creation which cycles back in and then out again. I can not die; I can not go away. I can neither add or subtract. There are no empty spaces. I am and I am not. I feel a sense of pure beingness, oneness, ecstasy, a great sense of stillness, of knowing there are no divisions. I am aware of being joined with the supremely powerful, wise, and loving Presence whom I call, “Creator.”
Now a rush of movement so rapid that I seem to be standing still. When we have gone to the furthermost point…beyond the beyond, I see clearly all that we have left behind. Finally I understand that Creator fashioned an illusion of unimaginable proportion for all life forms to experience limitless possibilities. I also understand that the energy that creates and sustains all is pure love energy called “Creator.”
We come from Creator, enter this world in various realities and dimensions, adding again and again our experiences to that of the Creator. Throughout this timeless period, we grow and develop certain aspects while our core remains the pure love energy of Creator. I was not shown how the story ends with all its particulars, but I emerged whole, with a serenity that can never be shaken, nor taken.
Duality exists to give us opportunity to choose, each choice a lesson. Judging the progress of others or even ourselves is pointless, for nothing is “good” or “bad” but rather it “is.”
Each can have many opportunities to experience Creator, some seem mystical, some rather ordinary. No one needs gurus, courses, workshops, CDs, attunements, or any other being to connect us to the Divine. We are of the Divine and all we need to know is available to us now; we need only go within with loving intention. And so it is. Amen.